Ok, so last night I got really bord and re-orginized my eniter room. Well, in the prosses I lost my phone or I could have lost it even before my revamp of my room! But all I know is that my gnome has taken it and wont give it back! Why can't my gnome be nice and put in back where I left it! Also, I think my little friend has tinkered with my iPod! I can't get any song for my libary to my iPod.....*insert sad face*......man, mr. gnome can you cut me a break, wait or is it a girl.....ah *thoughs hands in the air* who knows...I shall pick.....and it's a boy ladies and gentleman! I shall call him...Fabio! Well, maybe I could come up with something more inventive later! I may want some help with that!
Friday, September 29, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Well, life has been crazy busy with school and A LOT of thinking too.
I want to talk about band......
Band has been apart of me since the 6th grade and it’s something I can count on when I need some fun. Just recently things have started to change. It’s starting to feel like work…to much work and to be honest it is starting to stress me out just a little. I have talked to a few people that I know in band about how they feel and see if it was just me…..I still don’t know….I guess it could be me. But one thing I know is that I am not a quitter. The only thing I ever quit in my life was swimming. I had to choose between marching band or the swim team. The reason for that is I was way to overloaded with those 2 things and school work. I cried and fought with my diction for a month and finally made my decision. I chose band over swim. I left with only 2seconds away from making it to state…but at the same time I felt a loud lift from my shoulders. Now the time has come again to make yet another decision. I think is going to be my last year in the cowboy marching band. I hate saying that because it’s nice feeling when someone finds out that you are apart of that and tell you that’s awesome. But sometimes you just have to let go. Sometimes I don’t want to go to band because I know have homework and sit there thinking I shouldn’t be here I should be doing something else and sometimes I feel like I just want out right now but I know that I have to finish this semester out and be done with it. Is it a bad thing to think that? Just the thought of not being in band is a weird thing to think out about.
Ok, on a lighter note my friend Donnie and I are going to the blue man group in November! We have floor seats…YAY!
p.s. sorry for the lame update and I will try and make the next one a little happier!
I want to talk about band......
Band has been apart of me since the 6th grade and it’s something I can count on when I need some fun. Just recently things have started to change. It’s starting to feel like work…to much work and to be honest it is starting to stress me out just a little. I have talked to a few people that I know in band about how they feel and see if it was just me…..I still don’t know….I guess it could be me. But one thing I know is that I am not a quitter. The only thing I ever quit in my life was swimming. I had to choose between marching band or the swim team. The reason for that is I was way to overloaded with those 2 things and school work. I cried and fought with my diction for a month and finally made my decision. I chose band over swim. I left with only 2seconds away from making it to state…but at the same time I felt a loud lift from my shoulders. Now the time has come again to make yet another decision. I think is going to be my last year in the cowboy marching band. I hate saying that because it’s nice feeling when someone finds out that you are apart of that and tell you that’s awesome. But sometimes you just have to let go. Sometimes I don’t want to go to band because I know have homework and sit there thinking I shouldn’t be here I should be doing something else and sometimes I feel like I just want out right now but I know that I have to finish this semester out and be done with it. Is it a bad thing to think that? Just the thought of not being in band is a weird thing to think out about.
Ok, on a lighter note my friend Donnie and I are going to the blue man group in November! We have floor seats…YAY!
p.s. sorry for the lame update and I will try and make the next one a little happier!
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